Mid-Life Crisis or Depression?

Honestly, I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. Though I'm doing a million times better today than I was this time last year, there is still a gaping hole in the middle of my heart. I'm not sure what went wrong and I'm not sure why I feel this way. I'm only 23 and it seems like it's much too early to have a mid-life crisis. Is it depression? That's possible, but I'm not sure about that either. Let's be frank: I'm surrounded by laughter, love, and happiness. So... in an effort to try and find what it is that's missing in my heart, I'm going to look back and review my life. I feel like I've made my life worth living, maybe it's time to prove it.

So, let's start with high school...